Hey

I have like 18 hours plus in KLIA, i'll be chasing butterflies around here.
awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

nahhh
I'll do Maths, perhaps?
WHO THE HELL studies MATHS in KLIA?
ooo... ME(!)

this is my first time staying outside from my house. Nevertheless, i think it'll be a good experience and it'll be worthy :)

Where Should I Head To Now?

you haven't left yet, but i'm missing you already.
after this, how's life? when you wont be here, where i'm going?

Its Been A Long Time

9 months is a very long time. approximately 270 days.

suddenly you were left to stand on your own,
rely on no one else except yourself.
left with your own sense of direction,
your own opinions, your own point of view. 

its weird.. very very weird.

not sure how can i adapt to this, but i have to. i must.

Depressed

the best word to describe me right now.

but hey, my eyes didnt swell up till yesterday when i slept alone. kinda like crashed my friends' place here and there. finding reasons not to crash alone. never knew after a few nights not sleeping alone could like pull me down again.

i'm back after leaving this blog unattended. my fault. was thinking of writing a diary. sounds pathetic i know. but sarah says its even more depressing if i wrote it down. blog or diary? maybe diary will be fine. i mean its surreal. i could actually change my way of writing. depends on the emotions that i felt i guess. maybe will wet a few pages with tears or spill drinks on it.

i am hating all these changes and roller-coaster rides.

but i kinda found a new way to kill time and stop thinking about all those emotional stuffs. maths. lol seriously(?)

Facebook can kill time too. lots of time in fact. but i lost the reason for me to go online.. i'll be like Chipsmore. after a few minutes, then i'll be gone.

how's life gonna be? i dont know.