Just A White Lie

"White lies are minor lies which could be considered to be harmless, or even beneficial, in the long term. White lies are also considered to be used for greater good. A common version of a white lie is to tell only part of the truth, therefore not be suspected of lying, yet also conceal something else, in order to avoid awkward questions."

its 3.10am now and I'm in pyjamas. just finished watching Running Man with my sis. half awake now, probably gonna crap much here. blame it on the time lol

Saturday was awesome :)

met some cool random friends all along the way :) there's a girl with Eva when we were going to Times Square. she's like the perfect younger sister/friend. just awesome. hope can hangout more with her but she'll be busy with SPM. next year perhaps :)

"Thank you for taking care of me today."

when will I start taking care of myself? sometimes I feel like I put myself in front too much and I should probably put myself at the back of people lol.

watched a horror movie that Saturday night. the first time I actually watched a horror movie with my eyes wide opened. I practically squeezed Vino's hand like hell throughout the whole movie. never realized that at all :X

the moment someone leans their head on your shoulder, scattered pieces of memories will instantly be played on your mind. its kinda hurtful to be honest. its hard for me to just spit the words out. I could type it out but my fingers aren't typing faster than the speed of what I'm thinking.

I'm perfectly fine in the morning right to the evening. but once the Sun is nowhere to be seen and there's no activities to be done at night besides facing the wall and the laptop screen, which makes more time for me to THINK about the past and present, I'll be completely lost in my own world with faded colors. questions popping out from nowhere and always seemed to be urgent for me to answer.

5 more months.

I probably looked like a clown now with red nose.

I've crapped enough. time to forget about it for a few hours.

I CAN MAKE IT THROUGH TONIGHT PERFECTLY FINE.

"On days like this when I’m locked in old memories,

On nights when I miss you for no reason"

BIGBANG - Love Dust